Wednesday, August 12, 2009

A step away from the usual

I am outraged!!!! The more I hear about Obama the more I want to break something!!! He is treating the united states like it is his personal playground. The playground of an extremely sick and twisted mastermind.

This man that you see is NOT the president of the United States!!! He is in fact the prime candidate for the largest dictatorship on earth. This is news to you?

Excuse me if I'm wrong but anyone who believes that he is doing what is best for us is living on cloud 9. He wants to take our freedoms away from us, throw us into debt, vaccinate us with viruses that will kill us from what they were made to eradicate. He wants to kill our senior citizens by rationing health care, force us to eat what the government says is right.

And above all else he wants america to be his lap dog! Does anyone other than me see it? This is ludicrous and we are gonna be forced to live how he wants us to live.

Yuck! He makes me sick!


"Obama on Tuesday said the Democratic health care legislation would not create "death panels" to deny care to frail seniors _ or "basically pull the plug on grandma because we decided that it's too expensive to let her live anymore," as the president put it.

Rather, Obama contends the provision that led to such talk would only authorize Medicare to pay doctors for counseling patients about end-of-life care if they want it." Onenewsnow.com AP lastest headlines

EXCUSE ME?!?!?!?! Is he saying that doctors will now be telling old people that since they are old that they should just kick the bucket?!?!?!?!?! Excuse my language but who the HELL does Obama think he is?!?!?!?!

I'm not angry, though.

I'm mad as hell!!! We are paying for people to get new cars, new homes, and to top it off soon we will be paying for people to get abortions & sex changes!!! If you don't want the child then give it up for adoption!!! because abortion is down right murder!!!

That's right, MURDER!!!!

In some causes such as when the mother's life is at risk that is one thing but this other stuff is simply murder.

Obama wants to regulate how many kids we have, when we are allowed to get pregnant, when we are allowed to get married, to who we can get married. When, where, how, why? I'm sorry, but that is crossing the line!!!

Obama, I will be the one in the croud screaming how much of a murderer you and all of the people who vote for the atrocities that you are putting through.


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This is NOT the united States of Obama!!
This is and will always be the United States of America!!!!

"I pledge allegiance to the flag
Of the united states of america
and to the republic for which it stands
ONE nation UNDER GOD
Indivisible with LIBERTY and JUSTICE for ALL!!!"

~Roxas Embers

Monday, August 10, 2009

Missing Puzzle Pieces

s'up my fellow nobodies? Did you know that when I blog I listen to girly music? Sometimes I do... But I am not a dog or puppy for people to play with. I give up on having a decent boyfriend.... My new boyfriend broke up with me after I asked him to try and stop drinking pepsi. To him that is his water. meh... I want ice cream...

-roxas embers

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

I got kicked out?!

*sniffle* S'up? It's my fellow bloggers again... You know the drill... Anywho...

I am so frustrated with life... First I say that I am holding off on a relationship until college and now I might end up breaking that poor boy's heart. So, one of my best friends has become very close to me and is now saying that he loves me... I don't know what to do anymore... I want to be friends with him but he won't slow down. He wants a relationship with someone who will marry him. I want to hang out and be friends and no one asks steve about what he wants... <.< Steve is my imaginary friend... he likes to tease me and such... Haven't seen him since I was at least 12. He went poof...

On a whole different scale I am sad today as I just got in a fight with my sister, whom is my best friend. I went and stayed at her house today and yesterday and most of the time all she did when she was back from work was play World Of Warcraft with her hubby... So... meh... I don't really want to go into details at the moment... but I got locked out of her house for going to the park without telling her for 15-20 minutes and then yelling at her for treating me like a baby... I am pretty dumb at this point....

Ack!!! I got contacts for the first time yesterday!!! I working on getting adjusted and everything... So, that's going well...

That's all for today, Don't let the heartless get you.
~Roxas Embers

Ack!

Monday, July 6, 2009

Common Face of Stress

Mood: Tired/frustrated/hungry

Sup, my fellow bloggers? If you are reading this then you obviously have no life or are extremely bored. I haven't posted for a month now and I feel that I have gotten lost in my stressful life.

I bought at least 30-40 dollars worth of fireworks and now I am longing to buy more... is that a bad thing? Everytime I see a closed firework shop I want to buy some but as it is I don't have enough money to buy more... I'm a sad Panda T.T

Anyway so I've actually begun to get commisions for my spray paint art which is nice as well as the fact that one of the people is helping me to start selling my art work at a local shop. So that makes it even better.

As for my job.... I think I forgot to update everyone that I am no longer working in the deli/bakery... I know that I said I liked it there and that I wouldn't trade it for anything... Well, I worked in it for all of one.... one freaking day... T.T They kicked me out!!!!!! I talked to my boss and he decided to make me a cashier. I was stressed out at first but I kinda like it now. working in a small town is pretty nice as after working for a week, everyone knows who you are. I never though of myself as a people person... only now I am finding that I enjoy the smiles and talking to everyone without seeming stupid.

Now.............................. Love life................. C O M P L I C A T E D!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What's wrong with me?!?!?!!?!?!?!?! I get out of a bad relationship and I vowed never to do it to myself again... At least not until college... I'm just bound and determined to shatter my heart into pieces and become a heartless.... Oh wait!!! I DON'T HAVE A HEART!!!!! I guess that helps a bit.... only if I have no heart then why do I feel so much pain? So many questions, and yet not one single answer for why nobodies can bleed too. I don't know what to do but I don't want to just break his heart...

AM I NOT ALLOWED TO SAVE THE WORLD?!?!?!?!?! never? What if I try to do it? Will I be ripped into a million pieces? Maybe...

Oh and I just lost the game!!!!! HAHA!!! *sigh* Is it okay to cover my pain with smiles? With jokes and hides all of my other emotions inside?

Roxas Embers <----------------- Like my new screen Name? I combined my name and my cosplay name together!!! Woo Hoo!!!!

Well, ta ta for now my fellow nobodies and heartless. ^_^

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

DUUUUUUUDE!!!!!

I cannot believe it, I am actually graduating!!! I am very happy right now. also I have an hour before I go to work and things just seem to be working out. This is such a relief to me as I thought that I was missing a couple credits, but I get to walk the carpet with my senior class. yesterday I was so excited that I couldn't sleep. That's okay, I'll buy gummies for the energy I'm missing. I'm gonna party! Anywho, I just figured that you guys should know. Oh and also, I was asked by a local high school to make the photo backdrop for their prom and I promise to post pictures of it soon.

~Ember