A step away from the usual

I am outraged!!!! The more I hear about Obama the more I want to break something!!! He is treating the united states like it is his personal playground. The playground of an extremely sick and twisted mastermind.

This man that you see is NOT the president of the United States!!! He is in fact the prime candidate for the largest dictatorship on earth. This is news to you?

Excuse me if I'm wrong but anyone who believes that he is doing what is best for us is living on cloud 9. He wants to take our freedoms away from us, throw us into debt, vaccinate us with viruses that will kill us from what they were made to eradicate. He wants to kill our senior citizens by rationing health care, force us to eat what the government says is right.

And above all else he wants america to be his lap dog! Does anyone other than me see it? This is ludicrous and we are gonna be forced to live how he wants us to live.

Yuck! He makes me sick!


"Obama on Tuesday said the Democratic health care legislation would not create "death panels" to deny care to frail seniors _ or "basically pull the plug on grandma because we decided that it's too expensive to let her live anymore," as the president put it.

Rather, Obama contends the provision that led to such talk would only authorize Medicare to pay doctors for counseling patients about end-of-life care if they want it." Onenewsnow.com AP lastest headlines

EXCUSE ME?!?!?!?! Is he saying that doctors will now be telling old people that since they are old that they should just kick the bucket?!?!?!?!?! Excuse my language but who the HELL does Obama think he is?!?!?!?!

I'm not angry, though.

I'm mad as hell!!! We are paying for people to get new cars, new homes, and to top it off soon we will be paying for people to get abortions & sex changes!!! If you don't want the child then give it up for adoption!!! because abortion is down right murder!!!

That's right, MURDER!!!!

In some causes such as when the mother's life is at risk that is one thing but this other stuff is simply murder.

Obama wants to regulate how many kids we have, when we are allowed to get pregnant, when we are allowed to get married, to who we can get married. When, where, how, why? I'm sorry, but that is crossing the line!!!

Obama, I will be the one in the croud screaming how much of a murderer you and all of the people who vote for the atrocities that you are putting through.

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This is NOT the united States of Obama!!
This is and will always be the United States of America!!!!

"I pledge allegiance to the flag
Of the united states of america
and to the republic for which it stands
ONE nation UNDER GOD
Indivisible with LIBERTY and JUSTICE for ALL!!!"

~Roxas Embers

Missing Puzzle Pieces

s'up my fellow nobodies? Did you know that when I blog I listen to girly music? Sometimes I do... But I am not a dog or puppy for people to play with. I give up on having a decent boyfriend.... My new boyfriend broke up with me after I asked him to try and stop drinking pepsi. To him that is his water. meh... I want ice cream...

-roxas embers

I got kicked out?!

*sniffle* S'up? It's my fellow bloggers again... You know the drill... Anywho...

I am so frustrated with life... First I say that I am holding off on a relationship until college and now I might end up breaking that poor boy's heart. So, one of my best friends has become very close to me and is now saying that he loves me... I don't know what to do anymore... I want to be friends with him but he won't slow down. He wants a relationship with someone who will marry him. I want to hang out and be friends and no one asks steve about what he wants... <.< Steve is my imaginary friend... he likes to tease me and such... Haven't seen him since I was at least 12. He went poof...

On a whole different scale I am sad today as I just got in a fight with my sister, whom is my best friend. I went and stayed at her house today and yesterday and most of the time all she did when she was back from work was play World Of Warcraft with her hubby... So... meh... I don't really want to go into details at the moment... but I got locked out of her house for going to the park without telling her for 15-20 minutes and then yelling at her for treating me like a baby... I am pretty dumb at this point....

Ack!!! I got contacts for the first time yesterday!!! I working on getting adjusted and everything... So, that's going well...

That's all for today, Don't let the heartless get you.
~Roxas Embers

Ack!

Common Face of Stress

Mood: Tired/frustrated/hungry

Sup, my fellow bloggers? If you are reading this then you obviously have no life or are extremely bored. I haven't posted for a month now and I feel that I have gotten lost in my stressful life.

I bought at least 30-40 dollars worth of fireworks and now I am longing to buy more... is that a bad thing? Everytime I see a closed firework shop I want to buy some but as it is I don't have enough money to buy more... I'm a sad Panda T.T

Anyway so I've actually begun to get commisions for my spray paint art which is nice as well as the fact that one of the people is helping me to start selling my art work at a local shop. So that makes it even better.

As for my job.... I think I forgot to update everyone that I am no longer working in the deli/bakery... I know that I said I liked it there and that I wouldn't trade it for anything... Well, I worked in it for all of one.... one freaking day... T.T They kicked me out!!!!!! I talked to my boss and he decided to make me a cashier. I was stressed out at first but I kinda like it now. working in a small town is pretty nice as after working for a week, everyone knows who you are. I never though of myself as a people person... only now I am finding that I enjoy the smiles and talking to everyone without seeming stupid.

Now.............................. Love life................. C O M P L I C A T E D!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What's wrong with me?!?!?!!?!?!?!?! I get out of a bad relationship and I vowed never to do it to myself again... At least not until college... I'm just bound and determined to shatter my heart into pieces and become a heartless.... Oh wait!!! I DON'T HAVE A HEART!!!!! I guess that helps a bit.... only if I have no heart then why do I feel so much pain? So many questions, and yet not one single answer for why nobodies can bleed too. I don't know what to do but I don't want to just break his heart...

AM I NOT ALLOWED TO SAVE THE WORLD?!?!?!?!?! never? What if I try to do it? Will I be ripped into a million pieces? Maybe...

Oh and I just lost the game!!!!! HAHA!!! *sigh* Is it okay to cover my pain with smiles? With jokes and hides all of my other emotions inside?

Roxas Embers <----------------- Like my new screen Name? I combined my name and my cosplay name together!!! Woo Hoo!!!!

Well, ta ta for now my fellow nobodies and heartless. ^_^

DUUUUUUUDE!!!!!

I cannot believe it, I am actually graduating!!! I am very happy right now. also I have an hour before I go to work and things just seem to be working out. This is such a relief to me as I thought that I was missing a couple credits, but I get to walk the carpet with my senior class. yesterday I was so excited that I couldn't sleep. That's okay, I'll buy gummies for the energy I'm missing. I'm gonna party! Anywho, I just figured that you guys should know. Oh and also, I was asked by a local high school to make the photo backdrop for their prom and I promise to post pictures of it soon.

~Ember

happy as bright pink flowers

s'up, fellow nobodies? Guess what? So I've been hunting for a job since last july and I was worried that I wasn't gonna get one. well, I just got informed today that I start tomorrow. I get to work in a bakery!!! Yay for me!! It's funny, but whenever I seem to be pessimistic things always work out.

Oh and do you see that picture to the left? That's the back of my wrist. Wanna know why? because I like to tame cats and this time I found a really wild one. owie. Well... I'm gonna go get ready for work.
~Ember/Nearly Nobody

Snow again?! What the F#%$!!!!!

Welcome to Nobody's Blog, You are the 1st reader. Anyway so, lately I have been unable to update my blog as First we lost internet, then the power went out... It kept coming on then going off and it's all because of the snow outside... Curse you snow!

Oh and I think my Tv might die soon as the screen keeps flickering from color to black and white. Is that a bad thing? I need it to live!! If it dies then I'm out of luck because I have no job!! Curse you stupid people who like preppy girls better. I've been craving gummy Bears so much and I've had to deal with sesame snaps. Neeeeeed! Gummmmy! Bears! Rawr! Anywho... I'm detirmined that I will find a job and I will go with my sister to my first anime convention. Granted we are going to freaking Idaho for it, I don't care. My mom is teaching me how to sew and she is helping me make a Roxas, an Axel & a sora costume. Well... Hopefully the sora costume... if not it will be naruto. Yes, I am a crossplayer! HaHa!!

Don't hate me, I'm just not that girly. I'm very much a tom boy. Ooohh yeah.

Well, it's getting pretty late so quick question:

If you are what you eat, does that make you a canable?

~Ember

My baby kittens

Oh my gosh!!! My cat just had 3 kittens today!!! I was totally happy until my dad started being a jerk about it... ;sadface;

Maybe I'm not a leader... Maybe I'm just some dumb moron who thinks that they are totally awesome. Like on american idol how they tell them "Uhhh... you suck! go away!!"... What if I'm just a failure? Awww... it doesn't matter... I found recently that I either talk too little or I talk way too much... I say some pretty retarded stuff and I don't even have a job... I know, I'm wallowing in self-pity...

I always think to myself "Sorry that I such a chubby face, sorry that I play too many video games, sorry that I'm such an idiot, I'm sorry for trying to get a life, I'm sorry that I'm not the perfect Daughter, Sorry that I want to move out of the house, Sorry that everything I do is a mistake. I am sorry for just being me!!!

That aside here is something to ponder. If a person has short term memory loss then will they remember that they have short term memory loss?

~Ember

Spiking the Ball into Your Face

Oh no!!!! In a recent survey we found that the moon is actually made up of dead martians that early cavemen destroyed. 0.0 Poor Aliens....

So... I am part of this one church group that has the adult women play volleyball every Wednesday(WTF?!?! is that how it is spelled? stupid spell check...). Well, I have been enjoying playing with them because unlike the kids my age the ladies just play for fun and not who wins or loses. Guess what just happened? Yeah, that's right... I got kicked off because they don't want 18 yr old who are still in high school to play.

Ouch... Who did I spike in the face for them to get pissed off like this? Anyway, we went and checked the rules and it is in there that I am not allowed to play with the adults... There goes my activity... This always happens to me though... Like, I will just get comfortable doing something and then it gets taken away from me...

hey, I've been researching on Joseph Stalin and found two pictures and edited them to make a creepy effect. Woah!!! Ghost!!!! Lol! I think it's totally creepy/awesome!














~Ember Iceblade

Stormy Weather

Hello anyone who might be reading this... Congratulations, you are one of the few to notice this blog. I am Ember, some know me as Sapphire or if you have known me recently I am almost non-existent. I am a senior in high school and now I have found that being 18 matters to no one, especially if you are still in school. Yes, this means that I'm just your everyday kid, just a kid who doesn't get noticed.

With that being said I've been having a terrible year so far. In January, a week before my birthday I got onto Facebook to check my wall when I noticed in my news feed that my boyfriends relationship status had changed. It had went from 'In a Relationship' to 'Complicated' and in checking the comments I found a conversation between he and his sister about it. Of course it had to do with me, how I was apparently causing him pain.

Seeing him online I decided to ask him if he was okay and it took him a few minutes to answer "Sure.... I guess...." things then got to the point where I asked him to call me or come over and he said no and that he didn't want to see me anymore. He told me that I am the cause of all of his pain... I tried calling so that I could at least hear him say it himself to make sure his dad wasn't screwing around. No Answer. I then get a nasty IM from him saying that he didn't want to talk to me. a few hours later he called and told me that he wanted his stuff back, then after a big argument he asked if we could still be friends. Not knowing what to say I told him that I had to go. Am I a bad person for not going on a date with my boyfriend every other day?

Then I found out like a week ago that he has been dating my best friend since November. I haven't really talked to anyone about the whole ordeal, most I've said is that him and I broke up. I think at this point I'm avoiding being in a relationship with anyone... I'm just a nobody that everyone ignores.

BTW, If you are actually reading to this point then you must be really bored.

P.S. Are you ready for the Zombie invasion?

~Ember Iceblade